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Her mouth worked without words. Finally she got it out. "I don't care if it was a conspiracy or who it was. My babies are dead. And, Calvin, you let it happen, you let it happen."
"I didn't know"
"You knew from the beginning, you said so. You could have stopped it. Matty would still be alive . . ."
"I didn't know what it was, Terry. I didn't know it was dangerous," he said, hating the feebleness of his defense. "They said it was nothing to worry about"
"Who did?"
"Beverly."
"Beverly? Of course, she'd say not to worry. She was making a sale. Why didn't you check it out yourself?"
It was the question that would always haunt him. "I'm sorry," he whispered. It was futile to say more.
"Sorry? Why the hell did you even tell me about my babies?"
"Guilt, I guess. Also maybe to divert your grief"
"Divert to what?"
"To exposing the bastards behind it all."
She swung her feet off the bed and ran into the bathroom.
For a long moment Calvin just stared at his image in the dresser mirror thinking I've killed us all when the telephone rang.
Calvin looked at it. Its persistence made him want to tear it out of the wall but he answered it.
"Calvin, Dennis Waite. Sorry to bother you at this hour, but I've got to see you."
"I can't."
"Well, it's important. I'm downstairs here in the lobby."
"Terry's here."
A pause. "I see. The lobby's a mob scene. A busload of tourists just returned. I know it's awkward, but can I come up? It'll just take a minute."
Calvin sighed. "Okay," he said, and hung up.
He told Terry that Dennis Waite was on his way up. She said nothing and sat in a chair staring out the window. When Waite arrived, there were awkward introductions. Terry's eyes were dry but red, and Waite immediately picked up the tension.
"I'll be quick," he said. "I take it, you haven't seen the news."

 
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